I wasn’t in any relationship this 2010 but I went out with some interesting guys, and kept in touch with some guys I dated in the past years. I’d like to think we’re all good friends.

And just because it’s Christmas soon, here are some of my holiday messages for the guys who broke my heart. 🙂

AJ,
Thank you for being a friend! For never getting pikon even if I sometimes tested your patience. I admire you for being a good father to your kids. Don’t worry my dear, I’ll try to be your lucky charm in the coming years rather than the bad luck charm I have been. All is forgiven. Hope you find that special person who’ll finally give you clarity and permanence.

JF,
WHADDAP?! I guess I should have believed people when they told me you’re up to no good. You should really learn how to give closure to the girls you date. Hope you find the one who’ll finally make you forget your past. I know there’s a part of you holding on.

LS,
I know you’re not happy but you don’t have the balls to choose freedom. Call me when you do and I’ll congratulate you.

RR,
I wish you well in your pending career. Hope you work hard and reap it’s rewards. Be grateful to the people who have helped you along the way.

JN,
I guess you’re a master at BS? Yes? Dunno what to say to you. LOL!

MM,
You’re a two-faced ahole. LOL! Drop the act. Hope people realize what kind of person you really are.

MD,
Thanks for the memories! And the friendship! Haha! 😛

AA,
You’re a genuinely nice guy. Probably the only nice guy I dated. It seems you’re happy where you are now. Hope you stay happy. Thank you for being there when I needed you! See you around.

RV,
You’re this year’s biggest heartbreak and you know that. I don’t really know what to say to you but thank you for the memories! Even if I sometimes question if it really ever meant anything to you. I hope you find the courage to pursue the one you really love.

Don’t work too hard. Enjoy life my dear. You’re much too young to have all those illnesses. And you don’t even have any vices. Find a hobby my dear. You deserve to have some happiness in your life.

PR,
I thought you already got what you wanted. I guess you don’t have the balls to be happy. I know you’re not happy where you are now and you know you don’t have anybody to blame but yourself.

Nonetheless, thank you for being a friend! You were always there when I needed somebody the most. You were never physically present but you always knew what to say when I was sick, getting too emo, depressed, or at times when I was happy.

I hope you finally realize you deserve to be happy, too. Stop punishing yourself.

I will always be a friend to all of you despite all your BS and all your asshole-ness. Thank you for being a part of my 2010!

From the girl you will forever regret letting go,

Ria 😉

PS If you’re not mentioned here, then you probably don’t matter to me anymore. 😛 Or you didn’t break my heart.