5 Months Since

5 months ago, our paths crossed. And it has been a very bumpy ride. There are a thousand reasons not to love you, but I still choose to remain here, alone in my commitment to you. Not blind to reality but hoping against hope.

If I were a pious person, all my prayers would be about you, for you… but I am not pious. If I were a believer of fate, destiny, and signs, I’d be holding on the to faith that somehow, things will go my way. But I am not a believer.

All I have is hope. Hope that either I will get tired or that you will give us a chance. And I will hold on to that for as long as I can. Whichever comes first, I hope it will make me happy.

It’s been five months. But I am not tired yet. Not yet.

3 thoughts on “5 Months Since

  1. Somewhere there’s someone who dreams of your smile,
    And finds in your presence that life is worth while,
    So when you are lonely, remember it’s true:
    Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.
    ~Unknown

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