Things are starting to unravel. And I am not as strong as people think. I am not as strong as I used to think. I am weak. Weak in character, weak in spirit.
It’s hard accepting the fact that I cannot handle things. Despite my determination, and all the planning, and working, I am not well. I made very bad decisions and I am paying for it. I am not even mourning the lost time, lost resources, lost opportunities. I am mourning the damaged relationships, and lost trust. And I know it’s my fault.
I have worked so hard, and yet led myself to destruction. I am slowly losing a lot of what I have worked hard for.
But I have nobody to blame but myself.
Despite past pains, this time… I know… I dug my own hole, and digging it deeper by the moment.
Hey, what’s happening to the Queen?! I’m pretty sure it’s not THAT BAD! Alam mo what works for me? Put things into perspective. In a hundred years, when we and the world as we know it has turned to dust, your problem, whatever it may be, will be NOTHING. In a year’s time, tatawanan mo na lang yan… Believe me.
Sabi nga sa Desiderata:
“With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.”
I hope that helped!
Cheer Up, You’ll Get Over it.
hello ria! hw r u? blog queen?hehehehe..
well. i hope ur ok now… ur not weak..after all of those things (whew! i wish i knew!) but i heard some of those., (sori????), i knw u cn get over it! kaw pah???? well.. c u around… be strong always.. i believe in u gurl…… 🙂
@Ronnie and Cesar, thanks!
@Aubrey, thanks also! Do I know you personally po?
hmmm.. weakness? perhaps its just a mind thing? when you think you are, i’m not imposing that you change the way you see things… its just that you can take it as an opportunity to improve… no?