A Fun Night Out

Last night, I went out with some of my high school boys and we had fun, fun, fun... too much fun, in fact. One moment we were at Marrakesh drinking and taking too many pictures using Bbboy's uber digital camera. The next we were at seawall where the guys ate balut and penoy. Then, we went to a motel (HUWHAAAT?!) because our drivers for the night were tooooo drunk. I'll post the incriminating visual evidences soon. HAHA! Good luck na lang sa mga boys ko, sana di sila hambalusin ng mga gf nila. LOL!

Nicole Scherzinger's Baby Love

BABY LOVE Nicole Scherzinger feat. Will.I.Am I remember like it was yesterday First kiss and I knew you changed the game You had me, exactly, where you wanted And i'm on it, and I aint ever gon let you get away Holding hands never made me feel this way So special, boy its your.. Your smile, we so in Love (lalalalaaa) Yeeeah we so in Love (Lalalalalaaa) And I just can't get enough of your Lalala Lovee Yeeah we so in love LOVE I want you to know... You are my baby love my baby love You make the sun come up Ohh boy (ohh boy) You're my every everything that I could ever dream of You are my baby love my baby love You make the sun come up Ohh boy (ohh boy) You're my every every every everything In a minute now we're still holding it down Butterflies everytime he come around You make me, so crazy, its crazy, ohh baby I don't ever wanna be with no one else You're the only one that ever made me mad You're special, boy it's your, your style We so in Love (lalalalalaaa) Yeeeah we so in love Lalalalalalaa And…

Why Underdogs Deserve to Die!

Most believe that "To whom much is given," (SAY IT WITH ME!) "much is expected." But why is it some people give too little and expect too much? I used to live in a house where people were praised when they did something right or good. People were given rewards and incentives for doing well. When people did something wrong or behaved badly, they were punished, or at the very least scolded. But then, life sucks, and I was handed a rotten lemon, so I made rotten lemonade, drank it, and now I'm a bitter person. HOOOHA! ANYWAY, I moved into a house were doing well in school was not praised. Rather, it led to unusually high expectations. Awards, recognitions, and excellent performances were not applauded. It became a burden. To make things worse, those who performed less, and were weaker, were given more attention, more preferential treatment, better things. And no, I am not exaggerating or imagining things. I was actually told, among the three of us, I was favored the least because I was the smartest, the most good-looking (not my words), and had the strongest character. I always got the ones that the others didn't like or…

Not a Good Day… YET!

I woke up with a visit from my favorite friend... dysmenorrhea. I just spent about 30 minutes under the heat of the sun... waiting for a taxi cab while holding my bag, and my laptop bag. AMF! I arrived at the office and found out that DotAStrategy.com is down. :( But the day is not over yet... I'm eating at Zakoya later for the Davao Food Trip. And the meal is a Japanese Buffet. And it's for FREE!!! YUM! Then, I'm meeting up with some of my high school boys afterwards. Oh, yeah! Do I sound like I'm being fake? Because I am. HAHA!

A Thirty Minute Wedding

Last Saturday, I received a message from my cousin that we were to attend mass at 5:30 pm on Monday, December 17, to commemorate our grandfather's death anniversary. So yesterday, at around 5:15 pm, I hurriedly packed up my things and went out to hail a cab. It took me quite a while to get to the church. At around 5:40 pm, I arrived at the church but I was shocked to see... a man and a woman standing in front of the priest, getting ready to renew their vows. HUWHAAAT?! I frantically searched the church for the familiar faces of my relatives. Until I saw Mommy stand up and position herself beside the lady. She was the sponsor / witness of the renewal of vows. The lay minister stood up beside the man, also as their sponsor. As it turns out they were going to renew their vows in the middle of the mass. Weird! They guy, a foreigner was wearing a barong tagalog, while the woman was wearing a simply top and black pants. She had full made and a totally made up hairdo complete with orchids. Another woman, who seems to be their daughter was nearby in…

I'm not OK

I woke up past 7 am, after barely 2 hours of sleep. I wasn't able to sleep last night, probably because of the two cups of coffee I had yesterday, or maybe because I cried for hours last night... Oh, yeah, ladies and gentlemen... let's welcome back emo Ria. *CLAP! CLAP!* I cried for hours last night, unable to stop myself. I am not ok. In less than a week, it will be Christmas. I know that should cheer me up and give me something to look forward to. But it doesn't. It makes me feel sad and depressed, and angry. So expect more angry, emo, or angry emo posts in the coming days. I want so much to blog right now, but I can't fully grasp everything that I am thinking and feeling. All I know is I am not ok. I am not fine. I am trying to feel better, and think of things to make me feel better. But no matter how hard I try, there's nothing left for me to feel but emptiness, sadness, bitterness, and anger. I know it has been a good year, a very educational and productive year, and I should be thankful…