Early this morning, the boyfriend and I were trying to figure out when we will be celebrating our 1 month-sary thing. I do not remember when I actually agreed to be his gf, only that it was a Saturday. And we figured out that it must have been the last Saturday of September. Hmm... When we finished talking on the phone, I looked at my phone's calendar and realized... Today is the day. Haha! So Happy One Month to you even if you don't read my blog. :P Thanks for the memories!
Category: love
Thank You
This is a very belated Thank You Day post. Nonetheless, I would like to thank the people who have been with me this past year. A lot of things have happened and I am happy to know that a lot of people have helped me survive it all. Thank you... to my cousins, especially Gwing, Luan, Kuya Andrew, John and Cherry, Cha, Brian and Aimee, and Mae; to my aunts and uncles, Mommy and Daddy, Tia Mila, Mam Bebs, Tita Teri, and Tita Ivi; to my friends from high school, Neil, Mae, Catet, Wenna, Bbboy, JJ, Kate, Erwil, Ace, Mikong, and Twy; to my friend from college, Lucky; to my SJL Boys, especially Papi, Aiwem, Brylle, Toti, Elmer, and Landz; to the Sta Ana boys, Pics, Pido, Talong, and BJ; to the BT boys, Jay, Rioren, Topher, Cocoy, Chian, Jeztah, Duke, Badz, Adi, Burnz, and Yuki; to the other DotA boys, Jay, Heero, Totzkie, the Tagum boys, the Kidapawan boys; to my colleagues in Seattle, especially Sis Lysette, Sis Palle, Levi, and Glenn; to my employers, Seattle, Brian aka APEX, Kuya Andrew aka Alleba, and Boss Johnny; to the probloggers who have inspired me, Ate Aileen, Yuga, Jayvee, Angelo Racoma,…
I Got Tired
I'm still happy with the boyfriend but I wasn't happy with who I was becoming. For two days I acted like the crazy, jealous, possessive, paranoid girlfriend. And it was not a pretty sight. And it was tiring. Good thing I realized it before it's too late. Buti na lang the boyfriend is understanding. He got pissed off but did match my ire. AHAHA! Good dog my boyfriend is. I am now back to being me... happy, trusting, and understanding. Kanya-kanyang buhay kami pero still together.
It's Not Easy
... to be in a relationship. You do things you thought you'd never do. You become a person you vowed you'd never be. Today, I am making a choice to return back to who I was before I entered this relationship. Kakapagod to care too much, to expect, to always ask questions.
It's a Long Distance Relationship
The other night, the boyfriend became emotional and asked me what will happen if he is unable to come to Davao City. You see he lives in Manila, while I live here in Davao City. We've never seen each other. Our relationship developed over YM, SMS, and phone calls. Right now, it really does not matter much to me if we see each other. I guess this long distance thing is working for me since I've never had any other kind of relationship anyway. But I think problems will crop up eventually. We'll see...