Trapped Once Again?

As I was browsing through the archives of Random Ria, I stumbled upon something I said which, I think, is something very moving... Sometimes something earth-shattering happens in our lives. And in our quest to have a sense of normalcy, we get trapped in a routine. Unfortunately, our routine only reminds us of the pain and suffering. And instead of normalcy, what we get is a deathtrap of emotions. But still we are afraid, afraid to move on, afraid of change, afraid that another thing might only give us more pain. Unfortunately, our fear and anxiety paralyze us. I don't remember what happened then, what compelled me to write this, but it might have been something important enough, something big enough for me to write. Today, as I read it, I feel the same emotions. Am I trapped once again?

Random Thoughts Before I Sleep

Random Thought 1: Both the boyfriend and I love this certain song originally by the APO Hiking Society remade by Silent Sanctuary. But the song is about breaking up and losing that loving feeling. Hmmm... But listening to it somehow makes me happy because it reminds me of him. Random Thought 2: I want to cook pasta. I want to have an iPod. I want to talk to my dad. I want to podcast. Random Thought 3: Sooo many things to blog about, so little energy to blog. Random Thought 4: I am invited to five events tomorrow: Bjing's grand graduation celebration, Catet's birthday party, BT Shuffle Tournament, Test Run of GGC Inhouse League, Family Filipino Dinner for balikbayan aunt... Hmmm... I choose the dinner because I think the other stuff will only stress me out. Random Thought 5: Important things to do tomorrow: pick up laundry, pick up something else. Random Thought 6: I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!!

Busy, Busy, Busy

Today will be a very hectic day for me because tomorrow is THE DAY! Tomorrow, all roads lead to the Convention Center at the fourth floor of the NCCC Mall of Davao. Bloggers will converge for the first ever Mindano Bloggers Summit. Today is ingress and last minute preparations day. Kuya Andrew, Gwing, and I woke up very early to do some stuff for the MBS. Then we brought him to the house where he is staying, then we had arroz caldo and tokwa't baboy at Dencia's. YUM! I then went to the office to start blogging and blog hopping. I was offline for more than 24 hours because I went to General Santos City yesterday. I have already made two blog entries this morning but I have lots more to blog about: 1) Things to Remember for a Road Trip - Life with Ria 2) Pinoy Big Brother Updates - Chikadora 3) Dencio's - My Davao City 4) What to do When You're In-Charge of Food - Work with Ria 5) Memories of our General Santos City Trip - Life with Ria Gwing and I are leaving the office soon to meet up with Kuya Andrew and Jayvee for…

Thank You

This is a very belated Thank You Day post. Nonetheless, I would like to thank the people who have been with me this past year. A lot of things have happened and I am happy to know that a lot of people have helped me survive it all. Thank you... to my cousins, especially Gwing, Luan, Kuya Andrew, John and Cherry, Cha, Brian and Aimee, and Mae; to my aunts and uncles, Mommy and Daddy, Tia Mila, Mam Bebs, Tita Teri, and Tita Ivi; to my friends from high school, Neil, Mae, Catet, Wenna, Bbboy, JJ, Kate, Erwil, Ace, Mikong, and Twy; to my friend from college, Lucky; to my SJL Boys, especially Papi, Aiwem, Brylle, Toti, Elmer, and Landz; to the Sta Ana boys, Pics, Pido, Talong, and BJ; to the BT boys, Jay, Rioren, Topher, Cocoy, Chian, Jeztah, Duke, Badz, Adi, Burnz, and Yuki; to the other DotA boys, Jay, Heero, Totzkie, the Tagum boys, the Kidapawan boys; to my colleagues in Seattle, especially Sis Lysette, Sis Palle, Levi, and Glenn; to my employers, Seattle, Brian aka APEX, Kuya Andrew aka Alleba, and Boss Johnny; to the probloggers who have inspired me, Ate Aileen, Yuga, Jayvee, Angelo Racoma,…

I am Attending the First Mindanao Bloggers Summit

This Saturday, expect me to be busy as a bee (as if that's not my usual state), because I am attending the First Mindanao Bloggers Summit (MBS1). MBS1 is going to be held as part of the 6th Mindanao ICT Congress and 1st BIMP-EAGA ICT Conference. It is going to be held at the NCCC Mall of Davao (located along McArthur Highway in Davao City) on October 27, 2007 from 9 am to 6 pm. Registration and participation is totally free for all bloggers. Just register HERE. The tentative Program of MBS1 is as follows (may change): Opening Remarks: Building a Bloggers Community by Blogie Robillo Keynote Speech: Blogging & Participatory Governance by Hon. Pete Laviña Blogging in Mindanao: Travel & Technology by Bob Martin Socio-Cultural Mindset of the Mindanaoan by Fr. Albert Alejo, SJ LUNCH Transition from “Emo” to Niche Blogging by Kim Castillo Blogging as a Way of Life: Problogging & New Media by Jayvee Fernandez How to Optimize Your Wordpress Blog for Top Search Rankings by Marc Macalua Presentation of Summit Resolutions: The Role of Bloggers in Fostering Understanding & Peace in Mindanao Pick Their Brains Session with A-List Bloggers: Abe Olandres, Aileen Apolo, Andrew dela Serna,…

Today is National "Thank You" Day

I first read it on Noemi Dado's blog. Today, Toblerone is spearheading today's Thank You Day here in the Philippines. I joined Noemi's Thank You Day contest, and I received an email yesterday from the organizers telling me I won two tickets to the concert tonight. Unfortunately, I can't go because I'm based here in Davao City. Anyway, I would still like to thank Toblerone for the tickets and this wonderful concept of having a National Thank You Day! From the bottom of my heart, DAGHANG SALAMAT!!! to all the people around me, even those who I wish to kill!