As I was browsing through the archives of Random Ria, I stumbled upon something I said which, I think, is something very moving... Sometimes something earth-shattering happens in our lives. And in our quest to have a sense of normalcy, we get trapped in a routine. Unfortunately, our routine only reminds us of the pain and suffering. And instead of normalcy, what we get is a deathtrap of emotions. But still we are afraid, afraid to move on, afraid of change, afraid that another thing might only give us more pain. Unfortunately, our fear and anxiety paralyze us. I don't remember what happened then, what compelled me to write this, but it might have been something important enough, something big enough for me to write. Today, as I read it, I feel the same emotions. Am I trapped once again?