...SUCKS BIG TIME!!! HAHA! While it's kinda cathartic and helpful to articulate my sad feelings via my blog... I don't like it. Haven't you noticed that ost of my emo posts are usually un-ti-tled? Probably coz I'm not thinking right when I'm emo. Unlike some people who think and write well and clearly when they are feeling emo... I apparently do not. So I'll try to stay as much as possible from this "Write Post" page when I feel emo, unless I feel like really writing something profound or heartwarming... or at least something cohesive enough that I can put a title to.
Category: life
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Sometimes, things are not ok. Things are difficult. Life is difficult, it's complicated. The best we can hope for is we have the courage to face each day. {Oh diba... nagpapaka-profound nanaman ako? Ganito talaga pag madaming problems, emo mode on forever!}
Finding a Place To Stay
When I was in college in Manila, I had quite a hard time looking for a place to transfer to. Initially, I was staying at my aunt's house but it was three rides away from school. Before I entered my third year in college, I was lucky enough to find a nice one-bedroom condominium unit right across my university. Although it was a bit cramped for me and my roommate and it was a bit too expensive, it was perfect for us. When I decided to move out late last year, I had a hard time looking for dormitory, apartment, or boarding house that would fit my budget and my space requirements. I didn't have a large budget so it was hard trying to find a space with the right size, security, privacy, and other amenities. I was lucky enough, though, to be referred by my friend to the boarding house she was staying in. It was perfect for my budget and other requirements. I got a spacious room all for myself, for a low price. The boarding house also has a common area where I am able to watch cable television. We also have clean CRs and shower rooms.…
DotA > Work
After ranting that I will be super busy this weekend, Kuya Andrew invited me to play DotA last night. And, well, I junked my work schedule and played DotA. Got to play with some of the best Manila players. Given that, I sucked BIG TIME. But I had fun. We finished playing at around 2 am, went to McDonald's for drive thru, went home then slept. NOT! Upon arriving home, I worked until... 6 am. RAWRRR! Shouldn't have played DotA at all.
Busy Weekend
I slept ridiculously late this morning last night because I was up working, working, working, and woke up at 11 am. I just came from from the mall because I accompanied my cousin and two aunts. I want to go to sleep but I know I shouldn't. November 30 is almost here and I still have TONS (as in TONS) to finish. When Kuya Andrew comes back from badminton, we'll probably eat dinner then go someplace for WiFi to work again. Then, when I get home, I'll probably continue working. A friend is trying to persuade me to go out drinking later. I want to but I know I shouldn't. Even if I finish my tasks for the day, and still have time to go out, I simply cannot risk sleeping very late again tonight and having some sort of hang over tomorrow. Tomorrow, I will be working on same work stuff again. I thought I'd be near the finish line by now, but I'm not. I simply do not have the willpower, energy, and mental toughness to work very long hours like I used to. So tomorrow, my plan is to just stay inside the house and work till…