There are times such as this one when I envy other people. I don't like who they are, what they do, what they have... but I want to be them because they are happy. Despite who they are, and what they do, they enjoy themselves and have people, who, for certain, accept and love them no matter what. I guess that's what I really want, all I need, what I should aim for 2008, be happy no matter what. I know it's a long shot. And I am finding it hard to choose to be happy right now. But there must be some way that I can finally stop being jealous of people I don't even like with lives and morals I do not want.
Category: life
Appreciation and Criticism
I know I've made a lot of mistakes and did a lot of things wrong. But I know deep in my heart, I did everything I was supposed to do and on some occasions, even exceed what was required of me. I never asked for anything in return. I do not expect a thank you or a pat on the back because I know I had to do it. Sana lang hindi puro pagkakamali ang mapuna, hindi puro kakulangan ang mapansin, hindi puro negatibo ang masabi. Because I know, despite everything I did wrong, I also did a lot of things right.
Keeping Quiet
Because there are some people who don't think they ever do anything wrong... Because there are times when speaking up will only lead to bigger discussions and fights... Because I know it will not change anything... Because the pain won't go away even when I speak up... Because even if you are wrong, you don't admit it... I am keeping quiet... ...for both our sakes. ...to keep the peace. ...so there will be no arguments.
Ria and the Boyfriend Part 1
Boyfriend (BF): Are you playing DotA right now? Ria (R): No, why? BF: Ok. I don't want to disturb you if you're playing. R: Ahhhh.... I'm not playing. Maybe later. BF: Ah, ok. Me, I'm going to play already. Text you later. R: LOL! Oh, diba? The bf is sooo sneaky! Kunyari he does not want to disturb me, turns out he's the one who does not want to be disturbed. HAHA! Update: The boyfriend read this and said "patama ba yun?" (Was that meant to make me realize something?) HAHA!
Goals for 2008
Just some things I would like to attain this 2008: Earn a cumulative of PhP__________ (secret!) from blogging. Organize at least 10 events. Clean my room and organize all my things. Move to a better place by June and have my own internet connection at my place. Renew my passport, get my Postal ID, and Voter's ID. Buy a digital camera, and a new phone. Finalize all school-related stuff ie make sure I really graduated already. Attend 80% of the Davao City Council's Sessions. Have at least one blog entry per week for all my blogs. Register my own company. Lose 15 pounds. Supposed to be only 10 but I gained a lot of weight during the Holidays... Bah! Watch at least one movie per month. I watched less than 10 the entire 2007. Organize my finances. Have a working PayPal Account. Have a credit card and not abuse it.
Top People in Ria's Life 2007
Here's a list of the top people who affected my life in 2007. It was supposed to be only 100 but the list continued on growing as I wrote it. In random order... by category... for various reasons... during various seasons... ANUH?! Relatives: the Joses - Mommy, Daddy, Boss Johnny Bonguyan, Mommy Cherry Monton, Marianne Urrutia, Brian Bonguyan, Zachary Bonguyan, Sean Bonguyan, Tita Cha Tavera Abellas - Kuya Andrew dela Serna, Gwing Cabreira, Mam Bebs dela Serna, Ninang Ives Cabreira, Tita Teri Nucum, Mavis dela Serna, Maddi dela Serna, Luan Nucum, Ate Ina Limpin, Ate Joanna Abella, Marc Abella Friends: Grade School - Caca Limso, Totit Isidro Electron - Rhoda Alvar, Mimi Alonzo, Neil Siarot, Bbboy Canusa, Joey Panergo, Ken Seno, JJ Madolora, Niong Salvaña, Et Pasia, Ace Villaflores, Mikong Galero Legends - Mae Cabahug, Wenna Reuyan, Angie Zafra, Catet Binoya, Avelino Gumban College - Lucky Nepomuceno, Mikael Co Others - Aimee Go, Ethel Saravia, Chattee DotA Boys: SJL - Brylle Saso, Papi Seth Acosta, Shad Acosta, Jobo, Aiwem dela Cerna, Toti Singcoy, Nokie, Elmer, Landz, Royce Mariano, Ralph, Royce Mauricio, ACBDing Garcines, Nelly, McDo Jamora Sequel Sta. Ana - Pics Mepico, Erich Pido, Talong Mindanao, BJ Escrin, James, Awem…