I know I can never be the child you wanted to have, but I always try my best for you.
Month: November 2007
Random Thoughts Before I Sleep
Random Thought 1: Both the boyfriend and I love this certain song originally by the APO Hiking Society remade by Silent Sanctuary. But the song is about breaking up and losing that loving feeling. Hmmm... But listening to it somehow makes me happy because it reminds me of him. Random Thought 2: I want to cook pasta. I want to have an iPod. I want to talk to my dad. I want to podcast. Random Thought 3: Sooo many things to blog about, so little energy to blog. Random Thought 4: I am invited to five events tomorrow: Bjing's grand graduation celebration, Catet's birthday party, BT Shuffle Tournament, Test Run of GGC Inhouse League, Family Filipino Dinner for balikbayan aunt... Hmmm... I choose the dinner because I think the other stuff will only stress me out. Random Thought 5: Important things to do tomorrow: pick up laundry, pick up something else. Random Thought 6: I MUST LOSE WEIGHT!!!
Not DS: Where DotA Addicts Talk About Everything Except DotA
From the team that brought you DotA Strategy, Alleba presents Not DS! If The Practice has Boston Legal, and Grey's Anatomy has Private Practice... DotA Strategy now has Not DS. Simply put, Not DS is the spin-off forum of DotA Strategy. In these forums, the number one rule is "Don't talk about DotA!" Right now, it is divided into four main subsections: Forums, Games, Entertainment and Leisure, and General Discussions. Under Forums, new members are welcomed and comments and suggestions are solicited. The Games subsection, members talk about PC games, Playstation Games, and Handheld Games. My favorite subsection is Entertainment and Leisure where we talk about television, movies, sports, music, books, and toys. There's also a section for anime and manga which I don't really frequent yet. Under General Discussions people talk about nature (hmmm...), cooking, technology, current events, role playing (?!), and other random stuff. And of course there's also a section here about love and relationships. YIHEEE! So if you're bored and is a forum whore like me, why not make your life geekier by dropping by Not DS. This is, of course, not exclusive to DotA Addicts.
It's A Choice
A lot of people haven't been very enthusiastic over my long distance relationship with a guy I barely know. If I were in their position, I'd be worried and pessimistic too. True, there are moments when I think things through and realize that this relationship does not make a lot of sense. How can I, eternal critic of all things and everybody that can be criticized, be in a relationship with somebody who is not at all my type of guy... in a kind of relationship that is something I used to frown on. I must admit, there are moments when breaking up seems to be the better, saner option. And it is. But for now, I choose this. I choose to be in the relationship because despite everything, I have matured because of it. I have learned things about myself and about loving that I didn't know before. Falling in love is not a choice, it's a feeling we can't avoid or force ourselves into. I have felt it before and it has done me no good. This time around I didn't fall in love. I chose to love. He might not be the perfect guy, might not be…
Jezhlau Sucks!!!
Jehzlau (no link coz HE SUCKS!), Winston, and Blogie in a conference... jehzlau (7:48:37 PM): may gusto ka kay ria wins? jehzlau (7:48:38 PM): WAAAAAAAA jehzlau (7:48:39 PM): matanda na yun jehzlau (7:48:41 PM): heeeeeeeeee jehzlau (7:48:41 PM): :)) ovr1971 (7:48:42 PM): ginagawa ba? i haven't heard anything yet.... si jayvee mismo may sabi sa akin eh jehzlau (7:48:49 PM): waaaaaaaaaaa jehzlau (7:48:51 PM): WINS jehzlau (7:48:55 PM): wag mo patulan si RIA ovr1971 (7:48:56 PM): jehz - MATANDA??? X-( jehzlau (7:49:00 PM): sayang future mo :)) jehzlau (7:49:04 PM): hehehehehehe jehzlau (7:49:05 PM): nyahahahaha ovr1971 (7:49:07 PM): kung matanda si ria....... nitrosaint (7:49:10 PM): hahahha jehzlau (7:49:10 PM): i hope ate ria can hear me :D jehzlau (7:49:13 PM): :)) jehzlau (7:49:18 PM): ATE RIA MATANDA !!!! nitrosaint (7:49:20 PM): i'll blog this jehzlau (7:49:22 PM): ATE RIA EVIL!!! nitrosaint (7:49:22 PM): :)) jehzlau (7:49:25 PM): copy paste mo jehzlau (7:49:26 PM): wins! jehzlau (7:49:28 PM): hahaha nitrosaint (7:49:30 PM): oo nitrosaint (7:49:32 PM): hahahaha jehzlau (7:49:40 PM): ATE RIAAAAAAAAAAAA UR A DEVILLLLLLLL!!! jehzlau (7:49:42 PM): :)) jehzlau (7:49:45 PM): sarap mangaway :D To Jezhlau... :P KALA MO HA! Lakas ng loob mo mang-away pag di mo ako kaharap.…