I find it easy to ask other people for help. I am a very talkative person and I have no qualms sharing my life's tragedies with others, but I find it extremely hard and painful to actually ask for help. Earlier today, my aunt talked to me to ask the the state of my affairs. And it was totally uncomfortable for me. I was close to tears. Yes, I have problems, and although I cannot really handle them all by myself, I do not ask for help. I do not ask for help because almost always it comes with a price. Yes, I know I messed up, I've been stupid and careless and whatnot... I don't need you to tell me all that. If you want to help, then by all means help me, but don't do it just so you can earn the right to yell at me, and talk about me, and criticize me, and make me a cautionary tale to others. I know I am not really a Queen, not Wonder Woman, and I cannot always be just strong and independent. I recognize that there are times such as now that I badly need other people's help.…